How Can I move on when I didn't even know where I was?

It really sucks when a what-if ruins your could-bes.

Relationships are difficult, if they are official or not.
The thought of what could be is something that really stunts girls.
Sometimes it feels like we set up these dreams and future lives and are just looking for
the man that fits in the tiny puzzle piece that makes the whole thing work.

I'm really stressing myself out with this dilemma. I want a man I can build a future with and he'll fight for
our relationship. I'm tired of this being passed on feeling. This lost feeling.

So, being alone again seeing as the guy I was talking to is unable to communicate, fight for, and commit to one person...I did the right thing and left it where it was. Ended it on a good note.

I hate being in this spot that I always seem to find myself in. I want to be with someone who's a man. Being a man means you commit to one person, you're mature about fights, you're level headed...

You don't just give up when things seem tough. I don't, and won't when it's something worthwhile.

I guess you might think well aren't you giving up on this last guy?
No, I'm not. I want things to work, but I've learned that if you push men to do things they don't want to do, it never ever works. Men have to think of these ideas on their own, and make the decision on what's most important on their own.

I guess I'm just lost at the moment. I'm just losing faith in something I really want to have faith in.
We'll see I suppose.

There's always tomorrow. <3