Being a girl in today's society is just ridiculous. You get used, hurt, and counted out like its nothing. Men seem to hold all the power and we let them. But then we're supposed to love them and give ourselves to them? I don't think so. Men do not rule my life. I lived that life already and its not going to happen again. I'll just be a free agent forever then. Loving and hurting in sync. Nothing can ever be right, or complete. There always has to be a hitch, or a disappointment. That's all life seems like sometimes. A long span of disappointments. The sun is shining but I'm not because of how someone else makes me feel. I feel like I'm always waiting for someone else. Why can't people wait for me? Why can I be the one worth waiting for? Everything I dream of is a mirage, or a delusion. If I start to want something it walks right out of my door, slamming it and dropping all the good china on the floor.
just wait for me...
There's always tomorrow, I suppose. <3

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