And again

Relapse.
Love is a drug.
People are drugs.
I was in rehab for you.
Now with just the thought of you, I had to start using again.
But nothing is as pure and hardcore as you.
I'm going to have to try some new drugs.
I hope I don't overdose, and miss you all over again.
I'm doing so well.
I've learned so much.
I don't want to go back to step 1.
Confidence and smarts will keep me off the streets, and away from you.
Those dark blissful tunnels with pink and teal magic are calling my name.
No, no, no.
Drugs are no good for this little girl.
You're no good for me.
Yet I still want you....

Give me a new drug, pump it right in my veins, just to forget your face and words...