But I love the family-ness of the holiday. I mean its more for kids, but I do miss it. I love my family and how we celebrate. It isn't a big to-do it's just perfect and understated. I normally over sleep on christmas just to make my parents mad- haha. But I love sharing Christmas with people. I don't normally get anyone much, but I just enjoy being with people, and enjoying the holiday. I especially love Christmas lights. They're just my favorite part =] I'm even a good kid and don't ask for anything. I love my mom and dad, and all that they do for me. I hope this Christmas is as good as any other, just minus a part that used to mean a lot.
I guess that somewhat leads into my wedding facination I only developed when I was engaged in April (that's caputz now) But I still really love wedding stuff. I never did until then, I wasn't that little girl who pretended my barbies got married. I always had a commitment issue haha.
But I feel like I want to put some ideas down, so at least if that time EVER comes, I won't be stuck with no ideas.
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| I enjoy this, but not the crappy photoshopping. I can't decide how I want my hair, up or down. But if it's down I want my hair to be long. I have to decide if I want a veil too...hm. |
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| Veil or Flowers or Both...Not Sure. But I will have dark hair when this happens =] |
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| I enjoy this but I'm too small for it lol. But its a nice photo. |
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| I love this dress, not sure about the belt but everything else is perfect...except the granny shoes. I want a princess dress. Not the Princess going to Prom kind, but I want to feel like I have found my prince and we're going to go off and live in a castle in some European country. Sea side cliffs, rolling green hills, and fresh air. I want to feel on top of the world. Antiqued living awaits me and my love. GOD, hope I don't die alone...haha. P.S: I'm writing this blog for me so I can somehow remember everything I say, want, or do. Not YOU. |
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