Migraine

This weekend was an interesting mix.
Meeting up with some interesting people, and being dragged down by some people from the past.
I care about people but I'm not as obvious with my feelings as I am with other aspects of my life.
I'm at a point in my life where I know who I am and how I work.  I don't move between the typical life lines, or do what everyone else does.
Being in a relationship isn't something I've figured out how to do in a way that makes both parties happy.
Yet.
Either I haven't met the right person yet, or there is something wrong with me.
I don't know which yet.
The stress I have from it all is making me shake like a crack addict.
I hate this.
I don't like being told what to do, or how I'm acting. I haven't changed, nor will I change how I act for someone else. You liked how I was when you met me, but now it's not okay.
I'm really done with this.
I think through college I should just keep to myself in this act. Every year I seem to just have issues and I dont want to worry about this anymore.
I'm tired, pissed, and looking to live my life before I die.
I'm going to live it my way, and no one elses.
I control my life.