More revelations and what i believe my faults/pluses are (for my own clarity)

Positive traits:

Good Listener

Good Advice Giver

Clever/witty/funny

Dependable

Determined

Trustworthy

Loyal/faithful

Not a Player

Smart

Pretty

Not a chunk

Great rack (haha)

Willing to try new things

Willing to meet new people

I can watch sports and know about them

I like lots of different movies & music

I change a lot of things, but my core values stay the same

I keep it interesting

I forgive

Im a bleeding heart

Faults:

I over react to certain things

I react badly when i think someone is wronging me

No one screws with my family, I get pissed

I swear a lot sometimes

I get a little clingy when I'm worried or really like someone

I push people away

I act like a princess sometimes

im naive and give people too many chances

I hold grudges

I remember almost everything

I dont ask for help

I act tough when i'm about to fall apart

I get lazy sometimes

I wake up late or too early

I buy random things I dont need

Im scared of growing up sometimes

But that list can change all the time.

Some revelations

I'm a princess and deserve a damn prince.

I want to be taken on a date, and be completely taken care of.

I need a sturdy man. No boys.

I make myself really happy, and I realize I'm not ugly, nor fat. I'm pretty good looking and now I just need the confidence to go with it.

Confidence is sexy on anyone. So is some muscles.

Dont be what you thing the other person wants. It'll just make you miserable.

It's okay to dream, its not jinxing your chances, it's just hoping for the future.

Dont let go of your dreams, or settle for someone you know isn't good for you.

Compromise is fine, but getting run over isn't. Be you.

I used to think of myself as a hurricane. But I'm more of a tropical storm. Good for some, bad for others.

I love caring about other people. it makes me who I am, and it makes me feel invincible.

I want to find someone who makes my heart skip a beat, and who wants to talk to me, and be around me. Not someone I feel like I'm bugging.

I like swearing and I'm going to continue to do it. I know WHEN and WHERE. HUMPH!

I think I finally feel alright. I'm over past discretions and I'm ready to be an independent woman, who lets a great man find her. I'm not looking for someone, I'm done with that shit. Let em come to me, babe!

tomorrow is another wonderful day!<3