I have like

Settle Down Fever

The hell is wrong with me.
I'm young & full of potential.
Not a baby maker/ trophy wife.
Ugh.
I need to realize I am perfectly fine without someone.
It's just so damn boring.
I love my friends & I'm closer to them than I ever have been.
And my family has always been there and they always will be.
I just need that other kind of love.
I'll find it when I least expect it.
Let us just hope thats not years from now.
I'm making myself let go, and free myself from the  will keep me strong.
I just want that hunk of meat to cuddle with. haha.
Not for awhile though.
I know I'm not ready, yet I want it anyway.
I hate being a girl sometimes...life is far too complicated in this gender.
Boys have is so easy. There are no major consequences for them.
Live and let live I suppose.
There's always tomorrow.