I'm tired of this position.

I'm tired of this position of being the second best, or the better option, or whatever have you. I'm tired of physical appearance and how we find the need to rank it. Oh she's hot, she not, she's a beast, she's fat, she looks like a man, she's got big boobs, she's skinny, she's perfect. She's a ten.

Honestly. I'm done with men and all their judgements. Or people all together. I'll collect friends and thats it. My heart is my own and no one else can have it. That's my final word on that matter for at least the time being. It's mine, not yours, any of you.

Let me be me, and help me along with that creativity, i will make mistakes, and not go through everything i say, but just let me do it alright.

And also, I hate girls. you're all ugly and precocious, just like me.
you're not better.